8:43 AM
i had a wonderful chat with my cousin.who gave me some things to think about.
it helps my brain to function.
cos its abit rusty from lack of use for the past four months...
well,have to crank it up,cos school starts next week D:
the horrors,the horrors.
ohwell, i hope i like school.
and i must say,i really love my cousin.
haah,and i know she loves me too,cos she has to,we're bound by blood.
but i think what we have is special too.
i really can rant to you anyhow i want to,no holds barred.
and my guard is like zero when im with you,like totally zero.
that must mean sth,cos im a v insecure person.
and you make me feel secure.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
i dont understand how you take all my nonsense and childishness.
(is it the blood ties again?)
but dont abuse your power over me ok.
and i can only be so tolerant towards YOU for taking so many photos of ME.
here, to more great trips overseas tgt, to more crazy psychiatric sessions tgt, to more stressball-squeezing(sounds so wrong) tgt.
and please dont over-mug, you get me worried. please remember to breathe,ok?
to you,my cuzzy wuz. <3
JAX ......out