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Tuesday, April 10, 2007 4:23 AM

ahband;i am proud of you.

when i heard that..ahband got silver.
i was shocked.how could i not be?
i was v shocked that..so many bands are getting silver,and the stupid judges could sit there and just let it all happen.
they let it happen.how?
thats not impt.i wasn all that sad at first.
maybe it was even knd of expected.
no goldwith honours on the first day at all..
i expected the judges to be miserly.but i dont understand why.
and then i went down.i know cherine was crying.
i know ahband was sad.
and i wanted nothing more than to be with my family.
this family ive been with.for so long.
it really pierced my heart to see you juniors cry.
i felt so helpless.so useless.
my band is crying.and all i can do is stand and watch as tears rolled down their cheeks.
i wanted to hug them all,but i didnt dare.
some of you i barely knew.
but you must believe me when i say i feel your pain and your hurt.
because ahband is part of me.
and when ahband feels hurt i feel hurt too.
then in the toilet chongning said sth that really broke my heart: ''sorry''
please,dont.
you guys didnt want it.you guys didnt let us down.
we didnt come all the way to watch you perform for the medals.
we came for ahband.
for our juniors.
you guys let nobody down.
i didnt know how to react.how to respond to chongning's words.word.
i went out...saw more ppl crying..
weiting..jaclyn..ziyun..shiling..sharmaine..shu han..........my two sons..steph.
each tear tore at my heart.
its really like watching your own children give up on themselves.
hurts so much...please,ahband.
i still love you.
and i know you do,too.

''we fall only to pick ourselves up again.''

my dearest gan nu er: your solo was beautiful.no matter wut the judges have to say,your my one and only gan nu er,and your solo was truly beautiful(:

vanessa: the timpani was powerful.made me proud of you.

mengjit: you were so good on the large brown thingy i dunno its name for safari. (:

xuanhao: you made me proud,too,by not blasting and putting your soul into the music.

ahband; you guys are my beloveds.


JAX ......out


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