bleugh!

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 3:04 PM

haa i was super emo yesternight ppl.
sorry =)
aiya cmon la.lam'll be gone
for goodness-knows-how many days so i must make the most of the time i have left
in singapore to emo! >=)
haha.!

ok ying i really really enjoyed dinner last night la.
i mean,i totally loved the way things keep dropping on you and the food although we didnt know wut cos the stupid waiter never 'thought of a way to get us light'.
ha i loved not knowing wut i ate.
i loved the dark,the chewy chicken and rubbery pork.
gosh i have tapeworm larvae growing in my blood now!!ha.
(watching House does things to you)
i loved the green tea=]
i loved the view the location the ambience.
really.i mean,i never expect another living soul to ask me out to mount faber=]
and you made me smarter by helping me pinpoint another location on the singapore map!
ha i bet half you readers have no friggin idea where mt faber is!>=)
ha so thankyou ying for making someplace otherwise totally unrelated to me special(:
and cally dear dont be upset im sure you just want wuts best for your bestest friend in the world and im sure the rest'll realise sooner or later that you mean well(:
i dunno wut im ranting ignore me dear.

huileng honey!i just saw the card today.haha your sucha sweetheart sometimes.
yes i know im goood in bed lets not announce that to the world.
gosh the cheek of you to remember things like that and phrase it in such a manner!!
i dont always accompany ppl when theyre down wut..
ha.so thankyou for the card,i love you TOO!
'tis a secret between us,im actually sixteen years old.
haha =]

oh when i read elaine's card i really just felt like crying.
how hard it must have been for her to be writing stuffs like that.
its sweet.haha.nothing nobody's ever done for me(:
but she's not online to see this.sad.

i miss my bitch. =( haha.

ha i realise i really really miss having breakfast in the mornings with laoda. =)
today i saw her and i just felt really emotional.
damn you laoda damn you.
ha.i miss the turguin.

yuemuuuu its been forever since i last saw youuu!
=(
ok its only been two days.
but aiya.ha.

have you guys ever looked back and think of how you might have affected other ppl's lives?
how many ppl you could have saved subconsciously?
how many ppl's lives you've shattered.
how many ppl who will miss you when your gone from the surface of the earth.
i look back and see the ppl who've crossed my path.
i see the ppl who've crossed my path and then left it.
that amounts to more than half the ppl ive met.
and ha i get scared.
wut if all that happens again?
i cant see the ppl whose paths ive crossed..why?
haa just some food for thought.

ok la.
i am soooo wordy.
ha.

just one last lesson learnt from my whole sixteen years of life:

never try to hitch a ride from singaporeans.
especially not on mount faber.
haaa.

JAX ......out