bleugh!

Saturday, January 27, 2007 7:28 PM

you're not a jerk to me,you know.

yesterday i went for ahband's annual welcome party!~
and i must say,the secthrees did a whopping good job ok!
i enjoyed bombing the juniors=P
and torturing them.
im so proud of myself for inventing the butt writing.
omg im so creative.
anyways it was kinda cool to be back in school when there's really no one around,just you,..your juniors,..and your cousin.
ha wells i dunno why i brought her along but im glad i did=]
show her some new stuffs you know.the ahband spirit.
she was shocked at the disgusting games but had to admit that theyre GOOOOOOD and ONE OF A KIND.
then i kept telling her ghost stories..but im rusty la,i wasn even ruffled by them.
i mean,it was broad daylight,and my memory's failing.
sigh one night we shall relive all the old band room's stories eh?
hmmms.
im so sorry i took so long to find the guts to tell you.
it was hard and painful.yeh even for lam(:
haha then during the caterpillar game i was sitting with my cuzzy wuzzy and steffi at the steps,and we saw weitheng pa emo-ing at the bottom.
even my cuz asked why he was emo-ing.haha.
so i went to join him with cheering him up in my mind.
and ended up,with me ending up emo as well ='(
yeh i wasn talking to elaine and all..and it just sorta hurt like hell that we could ever be so cold to each other..
well it took guts and i finally was able to make up with you.
sigh,yupyup i missed hugging you.
ha.yesyes and i miss you kissing me ok.lol.
so the evening ended greatly,with me and cuzzy wuzzy sitting in the dark waiting for our parents to fetch us..
and we went off to JUMBO to eat seafood(yucks) in celebration of my other cousin's birthday!!!
that was lame,i never touched seafood.they wouldn even let me have fish,which is about the only slimy thing from the sea i like to eat,sobs.so it was all kangkong and rice...and more kangkong.ha.
ohwells,i was happy,so the food didnt matter(:
then we went home at 11++++++!!!
ohwells we were at the beach but we didn get to go take a walk!
sad.
ohwells..
im just glad im talking to elaine again(:
so thankyou shey for being there when she wasnt.
ha.wut would i do without the two of you?

..then i had a major soul-pouring to somebody..
awww and i got all emo again.i just needed to tell somebody who wouldn be biased toward me.
so thankyou big brutthah.
made me feel better,but sigh i still cant be truly happy i guess.

JAX ......out