bleugh!

Wednesday, January 24, 2007 9:19 PM

im so close to giving up.
maybe i should.
10 more weeks.
of course i will go to witness ahband's playing.
how can i not?
afterall,my heart's always been with ahband.
ts up to you guys how to lead the band.
if the leading batch cannot agree on something,with such diversity..
ahband can achieve nothing but failure.
i cant remember who said it-either shirley jingyi or mrs chua
i only know that before syf..
i believe ahband was sth like wut it currently is now(but with more respectful juniors who are not rude to seniors)
ppl bushuang with others and all..
and it was felt in the whole of ahband.
then somebody said
that before we enter the band room,we have to leave wutever negative emotions behind.
we cant let our moods affect the band.
cos one person's moods can affect the whole band.
if you are crying outside you have to come in smiling.
if you bring your moods into band,how are you going to focus on improving,focus on wut the conductors who are on the verge of leaving say>how is the band going to do so?
how can you get pissed off at somebody and then because of that somebody swear off ever attending sectionals again.
wut stupid childish behaviour.
seriously.
some ppl told me that when kelvin scolded you guys you guys felt the dunnowutdunnowut la.
say y'all have woken up and all.
but now?
wut is the use of so many alumnis coming back to scold you all and help you all when its not appreciated.
yeh,kelvin might have woken you guys up.
but we should have seen it coming with the attitudes you guys give.
you guys woke up only to hit the snooze button again.

the day alumnis give up on ahband and stop coming back to help is a very very sad day for ahband.
and with the attitude ahband has and the rumoured leaving of mr and mrs chua that day isnt very far off.

its raining..and im gg back ahband soon(:

JAX ......out