bleugh!

Sunday, December 31, 2006 9:25 PM

its the eighth day of christmas!

oh side note: wanna thank elaine and angelina for the chocolates!
i told you dont get me edible foods,i cant bear to eat em up la!see la.

ok ack to topic.
oh wait,there're no topics!

oh but there's an announcement.
yulan's agreed to marry me!
dont be sad elaine,dont be la.you have anGINA mah.haha.

ok.
i made no mention of the new year at the beginning.
cos..
i think its kinda stupid.to be so excited over a new year.
to countdown to just another day.a tomorrow of today,a yesterday the following day.
just another day.

im not being pessimistic or cynical here la ppl.
i mean,YES I KNOW IM CYNICAL,but im not being cynical here.
just some food for thought.
i lay in bed yesterday,half waiting for elaine's message,half thinking about this...new year everybody's tonning the night to countdown to.
and this question struck me.
wut exactly does the new year mean to you?
well,to me,it meant the end of another year.
how time flies.

time.chronos.temps.volta.
so many forms of time.
but wut is time,really?
its the biggest form of measurement,to me.
aint it?

just put this in your head.

every ticking moment.
ever ticking second.
think of something nice.sweet.
got that?
now let that moment pass.
clear your mind.
done?

wut were you doing the previous second?
oh,you dont remember.
wut does that previous second mean to you?
oh nothing.
but have you thought.
that every passing second,becomes your history the next?
that sixty of these ticking seconds make a minute,and sixty minutes make an hour,and so on.

for me,sixteen years and some months have passed.
how much have you accomplished in that time?
dont say you're still young.
time is passing by every second.
it waits for no one.
definitely not for you or me.
so think about it la.

oh darn.
i have no idea wut i just talked about.
my mind is foggy now.
i shall come back and edit this very confusing post.

but i think ive made a point havent i?
now see just how many seconds have you wasted reading this nonsensical post?

case closed.

amigos,suckers.

JAX ......out