bleugh!

Sunday, November 12, 2006 7:13 AM

''do you ever feel this way?

like when you hear a particular song
a certain memory comes to mind?
perhaps even a face.

and for that tiniest bit of a moment
your heart swell in the sweetness of that thought
maybe even quicken a beat or two.

that you cant help but feel tingly
and maybe, just maybe
a smile cant help but crawl it's way onto your lips''

got it off a dinosaur's blog =) oops for lifting isabel.

ok anyways i was like all nods when i read this la.
i was smiling and then thinking of all the nice songs that remind me of the impt ppl in my life when she added this:

''then...the magic is gone

you start feeling silly for smiling at yourself
silly for being even a little happy
for something that was never meant to be.''

-.-

aye i totally agree though.
so next time i hear the song 'hurt' i wont be reminded of you anymore isabel!HA.
but sometimes there are songs that make me emo.
not just the mood and aura the song gives off..
its really when iit reminds you of the past and of certain ppl and you really think
of something that was ''never meant to be''.
aww.
im not being emo ok ppl.
its just food for thought.

and ppl ive decided to be nice to cally/ying/ting/huiying and just go for prom cos..
well cos my ma refuses to let me back out after paying the hefty 70 bucks.
but she really didnt think of the 200++ more i will spend on going.
thankyou brudderlaoda for the deal.
if only you had made it more obvious to your beloved bradder that you were even contemplating to go the night before.
then i wouldnt have made the pact to 'go if you go'.
so now you go i go.
but you not going anymore cos your ma lets you off the damn hook but my ma wouldn.
why must sign edusave form???
if we never needed to sign then i wouldnt have to tell my mother about it and she wouldnt know and then i wouldnt have to disgrace myself on prom night..
ohwells.
just a note though: lam looks forward to EVERYTHING THATS GONONA HAPPEN AFTER THE BIG FAT 'O'S except the day.D-Day, we get our results slips and the parting of all of the good and close friends i have come to love.

on a side note,my brother just came back and he bought me really feminine shirts! o.O
ha my brother is cute for once.
my blood brother hor laoda,not you turguin.

haa.
in four days hel will be over.
so now lam is FREE FOR ANY DATES OK.
except you cousin i made so many with you already.
lam actually looks forward to the torturous task of shopping for her poly wardrobe! WHO'S GAME?
leave tags huh.my sms BOOM alreh.
to see lam whine and all that shit.
no cuz not you too i know you love to go shopping with me to see my face change everytime you head into the next shop...and the next...and the next..
ohman,

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can i just shop ONLINE INSTEAD FOR MY CLOTHES?

lam...........................................................OUT IN FOUR DAYS.

JAX ......out