bleugh!

Saturday, October 14, 2006 6:47 AM

ppl i have grave news for y'all....
I LOST MY PHONE.
^&%^!^#&*!^$%^$!%@#$(@*&$!(&#%!^&$!

='(

it was so unexpected.
the great lam has never lost anything.
ANYTHING.impt la.

waliew.

my phone leh!
which is like
less than
half a yeaar old!
less than five months la waliew

although not much sentimental value...
i cried when i reach home.
cos of other stuffs.
lol.

man.

it mustve been stolen.

see,me jol and laopo came out from the mrt at tampines..
then jol went off first.
and i went to top up my card.
as all you gundus know,my phone and ezlink card are inseparable.
in one black pouch.
then i top up le
i even slapped elaine with my card.
then i put it in my bag.
then went to buy dinner from the interchange mac.
then buy le
we go wait for our buses.
elaine's one came first..
so she went...
and as usual i was gonna type her a msg to call when she reach home.
it was gone alreh.
&^!$%^!%$^*$%!$*&$@%^@

waliew
i was like a total freak.
i went back all the way to the train station
alone
its so scary.
without anyone around.
to give you comfort.
then dont have le.
went back...
and there was jolene.
thankgoodness.
i was so relieved to see her man
i needed the company.
thanks mama=)
ha

she called..
but all she heard was
'please leave a msg'

the person might have rejected or sth.
cos there was no ringing
and.
usually if you switch off your phone,you hear that irritating lady's voice telling you the m1 customer is currently unavailable.
please try again later.
but dont even have la
wtf.
damn you pickpocket
and my ezlink card.. .. .. ..
I JUST TOPPED IT UP LA DAMN YOU.

sigh.
then i come home
i wasnt crying
i wasn even that sad.
just damn insecure.
then i tld my mama
and she was like how why when
then she was like 'i dont care not my prob go ask dad'
so i was damn hurt.
it was like
she sounded so indifferent.
and then she had me explain to her wtf happened
i was like so angry i teared.
she made it sound like i was careless.
i am.
but she was like 'why you leave it lying ard'
i didnt.
so i called my dad
and he was like eff la wut happened always lose things.
you always cause so much friggin problems.
i was like i effing didnt.
i know im not that submissive and obedient for a daughter
but i was loads better than my sis
then he was like wtf happened
so i told him
and he was like
then why the hell didnt you call and cancel the line first
i was like hell ive never lost anything before how the hell would i know?????
so i was like how the hell i know
and he was like
you're the one thats causing so much effing problems and you still dare talk to me liddat and he hung up
i was so hurt i thre the phone across the room la.
mama heard and came to comfort me a little.
sigh
i was crying like hell
not so much over the phone.
more of wut he did.
and other stuffs
ive been stopping myself from crying these days
sigh
then later i called my sis to help me
she's a regular lose-r
but it was off
then i realised
my pa thot i was my sis
and called to cancel her line
so he called
things cleared up abit
and he cancelled mine
sigh
wtf.
wut makes you guys think im enjoying this?
i hate it as much as you guys
i dont want it to happen as much as you guys
wut makes you think i WANNA lose my phone.
i miss my phone=(
i loved it man
i loved it

sighs.

all my messages..
all the touching messages..
they meant so much to me..
they were wut made me strong..
that kept me going.
theyre gone.

ohwells.

i even gave it a name=(
birdie.
rmb?
at ajisen...
i told you guys
'this is birdie.say hullo to birdie ppl!'
sigh.
byebye birdie=(
may you rest in peace..
dang that thief.
no concience.
AT LEAST RETURN MY EZLINK CARD SIA
I JUST TOPPED IT UP

then one hour later
my sis came home
and reported
that she lost her thumbdrive which has all her blood in it and her house keys
sigh
we sat down there in silence.
and my sis turned to me and said
'now,lets wait and see wut our dear brother lost today'
man sometimes my sis can be so cool.
but sigh.

byebye birdie.

=(

JAX ......out