bleugh!

Tuesday, September 19, 2006 3:36 AM

ok i think its pretty disgusting of me that my friends all prepared such a wonderful day for me and i do not blog about it or make any mention of it.
i shall be nice.
'lammie is nice''-koh xiaoming.
DUH.

we had one friggin paper on monday.
PHYSICS.YAY!
lol i was preparing to fail it.
but i was kinda laughing to myself.
for two reasons i guess?
cos it was that moment in the hall that i became sixteen ppl(:
yup.i popped out of my mama's womb at 8am sharp.
ok it was a ciserian birth la.
so like,i was cut out of my mother's uterus la ok.
dargh.
then the second reason was cos the paper was pretty easy shit man!
but ok i better not start boasting in case i still do fail.
by which time i would be out the window be a-flying.
ha.
oh and yingying sat beside me but she could not have seen me smiling through the paper.lol.
and!
she sang me a birthday song in the examination hall!
and even muttered it under her breath when she left the hall before me. T.T
thanks anyway=)
then after that was pretty boring.
we just slacked in the canteen.
ok the original plan was to ''study'' with me until weitheng my ah pa and my beloved laodada brudder to take their elect geog paper(sniggers)
i fell for it.the night before piggyma asked if i wanted to study with her and elaine she would be teaching elaine emath.
so i thot ok!
i mean,cally ting ying,studies more impt than celebrations mah!
and i didnt want youall to celebrate too late with me then go home mug until dusk.
yeh i remembered you guys asked me out.but then i said i didnt agree mah=(
so anyways it clashed.
and things happened.
i still love you all=(
its just a friggin birthday you guys neednt bother too much=(
it got me so sad to see friends quarrelling like that.
and know part of it is your fault.
but its over now=)
im happy.again.for now.

then we waited so friggin long!
so we ate some chocolates from gan nu er and her friend!
thankyou!
delicious.yumyum.
then slept till weitheng and laoda came=)
then got
elaine(my wife)
cally(my stepdaughter)
laoda(my brudder)
weitheng(my pa)
qiqin(my yuemu)
ying(my girlfriend)
ting(elaine's boyfriend
)kohxiaoming(my chinswiper)
wsyong(yongwSYONG!!)
steffi(my sis-in-law=))
yanhong(bro-in-law!!)

okay so we were gonna eat the chicken rice at the kopitiam near 85.
BUT.we were just dumb on luck.
it was closed on 18/09/06.
so we moved on to 85.
but markets dont do mondays.
so only have the zu chao.
so thats wut we ate!
i was kinda touched by the effort cally and elaine put in.
lol.future housewives.you can just TELL you know.
ahahahaha.i was very touched la=)
yes by the two of them
two of my four close friends.
wut happened to the other two?you ask.
well....they helped in eating.LOL.
and the rest too la.
ha.then eat already.
they wanted to surprise me with a cake.(awwww)
but of course i knew.
so they actually called(laoda and steffi)
to ask if im fine with blueberry cheesecake.LOL.
i suggested going there to choose myself.LOL.
they didnt allow me la=)
and stupid dumbdumb laoda bought a blackforest cake.
which she couldnt eat.
so how can i as a bradder leave my brudder alone with no cake to eat while everyone happily gorged on their slice??(tingting*huiying*cough)<--HAHA.
so the oh so wonderful and generous and thoughtful me brought brudder to go buy a small slice.
who knew every cake available was either covered in chocolate or cheese!*hmmm yumyum)
so i bought her a durian strudel.
lol.next time i shall bake a non-cheese cheesecake.just for you laoda!HAHA.
lol.
then!
when we reach the ppl damn on sia they sang a birthday song for laoda!
cos we joked that we are twins lol.haha.
then throughout lunch i kept irritating elaine with the flower tihngy=)
sorry=)
its just so fun to see you jump.lol.i shall try not to do that anymore ok.
BUT ITS SO FUN.

then after that the ppl self-invited themselves to my house again.
cos cally wanted to try alcohol.
then i asked my ma on the phone she said NO tmw still got EXAMS.
''wait till after exams ask them come i let them drink''
SO FUNNY!THATS MY MUM.LOL.
then we were in my room slacking.
them gawking at my beauty of a mac=)
'she's aa booty der,mate!'
and best of all?ITS MINE.
so who cares about lousy msn versions.
when i have a baby like that to mess with.watch movies in.
then my sis knocked on the door and came up with my birthday drink!!!
lol.limeade plus bombay sapphire from her own precious supply of alcohol.
haha then she said my friends were allowed one sip each and the rest i must gulp down.
but i know some of them took more than one sip eh!cally eh!
then my sis remembered it should be given on my 18th birthday,not 16th.WHO CARES.
then we watched the village.
lol.yingying fell asleep(must be the alcohol)
it was much later when we went for seconds that cally checked the percentage of alcohol.
and guess wut?
a whopping 47%.
ahhh.that explains why yingying fell asleep!
lol.
then elaine huiying and tingting went home=( do come again!
and cally and ying(finally awake) made themselves at home
then we were reading up blog scandals.
and i introduced them to ms swan!
hmmm.
i like it when friends come my house.
so come again eh!
no more 'the village'
lol.
elaine i knew you were scared >=)
used my eeyore pillow to cover your face.
think i cannot see in the dark eh???
HAHA

sad jolene missed it.
=(
next year ah!
next year next year!!!!!!!

thanks again.
love you all=)
yes xiaoming you too for making me laugh through lunch.
and the movie..
you SPOILER.
took me so hard to create the ambience then you come up with some stupid comment!

thanks all for the messages=)
yupyup.
thanks for the roses.
they may wither away one day.
but i understand better now.
i love you four.still do.
and thanks zinc for the postsecret book!
CUZ ARE YOU READING THIS!
POSTSECRET BOOK!HAHA.
you left the price tag on though.
$47.73.oops.
okay i love you all.
the chocolates!hmmmm!

and i still wonder.
wut will happen.
ten years down the road.
will we still be in this state of uncertainty?
when can we,like elaine have said to me,face wuts ahead of us,and stop running.for good.?
thank you elaine.
i could not tell anybody.
i could tell you.
thats something.

its weird not being able to celebrate my own birthday with you.
and yours.

my birthday wish.. .. ..

.. .. ..never came true.

JAX ......out