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Tuesday, August 22, 2006 4:18 AM

this aint my farewell speech,but i still wanna thank someone=)

thankyou elaine,for trying to keep awake so hard just so you can pei me for awhile more.
you may not know why the bombastic and rambunctious me suddenly became quiet and polite.
or why i left the conversation hanging there.
or why i thanked you again and again.
or why i asked you to hug tazzie extra tight last night(or rather,this morning)
you need not know.
but i want,or need,to tell you.
how much that little gesture meant to me.
i know i should have just let you gone to sleep.
i was going to,i was really going to type it out that you should just go and sleep and id be okay by myself.
but i couldnt.
cos i needed company online.
and there was no one else.
and you've become important to me already remember.
not just anyone but a very important friend to me.
i have so much to say.
yet,all i wanted to say remained trapped in me like a fluttering bird.
so i didnt tell you to go and sleep like you wished to.
i know im selfish.
i know im horrid.
im pathetic.
but that few minutes that i left the conversation hanging.
was not to ''savour your attention for as long as i can'',as i had put it
it was just to know that someone was there for me,right there for me,
as i sat in front of the screen crying out to you silently.


JAX ......out


LAMJIAXIN

call me. JAX.
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