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Tuesday, August 15, 2006 6:41 AM

im so tired.
tired of everything.
tired of initiating convos.
tired of preparing for farewell.
tired of studying.
tired of doing work.
tired of lying.
tired of acting like im ok.
tired of this shit im in.
tired that all my most cherished friendships are slowly fading away.
tired of my sick family.
tired of my sick health.
tired of reassuring myself im ok when im NOT.
tired of taking those pills.
tired of holding back those tears.
tired of everything.

how long more can i last.
how long more can i initiate convos.
how long more can i study.
how long more can i work.
how long more can i lie.
how long more can i act like im ok.
how long more will my friendships be left hanging there.
how long mroe can i tolerate my family.
how long more till my sickness takes over me.
how long more can i assure myself im ok when im NOT.
how long more can i take those pills.
how long more can i hold back those tears.
how long more can i last.
how long more before i finally break and jump?


i didnt realise how tired i was until tonight,after a day of schoolwork and studying with laoda at the airport.
after i came home i got the full blow.
and still you aint there to help me through all these.


JAX ......out


LAMJIAXIN

call me. JAX.
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