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brudder,truly.
Friday, August 25, 2006 4:37 AM

hi ppl=)
no i dont feel like a speech today=)
im still sick.
cos cally came to my house and disrupted my peace and quiet.
with her singing.
so my headache's gotten worse.

i promised laoda id dedicate this post to her but i just cant la.
im not feeling like lamjiaxin or lam or xinxin or jax or cray pontianak or small skull or buttface or husband or daddy or son.
im just not myself=/

so brudder i have something to tell you.
i think you're cute........SOMETIMES
really!that distorted expression when you smile..
it makes me smile too:)
ok end of post dedication.


weitheng,dont be sorry.
nobody has to say sorry.
it was all my fault.
its always been.
and ven if im not ok,i think its ok wut.
my feelings shouldnt affect ppl around me.
i used to be able to hide my feelings no matter wut.
but nowadays,its getting harder and harder.
sorry.

i didnt expect it to affect me so badly too.
but maybe its cos you have already become significant to me.
and the trust i put in you.. ..
i just feel..hurt.
i wonder why myself.
but dont worry stop blaming yourself.
and dont tell me 'dont be affected by it' either.
nothing you say can change the fact that.
you've become someone who has managed to hurt me too.


countdown to prelims!
i realised today that if you add seven days to the countdown to prelims,its the countdown to my birthday.
sigh.and right now i dont feel like i wanna celebrate it.
there is no longer anyone to celebrate with.
you know wut i really want for my birthday?
to be able to talk to you four again.
to be able to hug you guys.joke with you guys.and smile,even make eye contact with you guys.
its been a few months now.
and i still miss you guys.
but i'll never get that for my birthday.
so i never want that birthday to come.

yes ppl im a very pessimistic and melancholic person.
so scram,dont visit this blog lor.

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why is it that..
you are able to hurt me?
i didnt know it would affect me so badly.
sigh.


JAX ......out


LAMJIAXIN

call me. JAX.
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