bleugh!

Saturday, July 15, 2006 4:13 AM

today was such a disappointing day.
if your a sec three band member,or if you even CALL yourself one,you should know la.
not trying to give stress,but seriously,its pathetic la.
so WUT if its just a thirty-friggin-second fanfare rehearsal??
did you guys perhaps not have heard junhan say:''altho its only a 30-sec rehearsal,i want all to come''
wut do you take him for?
i think the number of sec fours who came were more than the number of sec threes la.
i mean,some sec fours never come also la,(cos theyre all lazy like manda hehe) but i mean,at this stage,the sec fours should be of no importance already.in the playing sense.
sigh
so many problems.
within the section.
within your own batch.
i know band politics are DISGUSTING.
i HATE them.
but i LIVED WITH IT because i loved band.
can YOU guys say the same for yourself?

it brings back so many memories.
now,i seldom hear seniors quoting bits of wisdom from their seniors.
not like last time,when jingyi would share with us so many wise words,so many things she learnt from her seniors.
did we pass it on to our juniors?
do we even REMEMBER them?

i wanted to leave ahband happily.
now i cant.
we cannot just let wut our seniors have done for us all go to waste.
ppl,like lamlam said,can cherish your God-given fortune to learn your instruments well not?
lamlam always said that she never had the chance to learn an instrument.
yet here we are,given free lessons from seniors and a cool instrument loaned to us for free by the school.
and you friggn guys dont bother to come.
i want to hate ahband.
but if i do,it'll mean that wutever our seniros had painstakingly built for us has really ,really come to waste.

JAX ......out