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Friday, June 23, 2006 5:08 AM

sigh.
bad bad days.
didnt change my blog add in the end cos i no mood.
well,these past few days have certainly been quite eventful.
ive lost count of the number of trips i made to the toilet just today alone,to puke.
i haven eaten for one and a half days,and now,wutever solids i swallow down,i pray it will not come up the same way.
must be cos ive been taking too many pills. ah well,impulse i guess.
but my head really hurts. =(
yesterday had a very heated dscussion regarding band committee..
i was pissed until i almost cried.
but wait,maybe its just my bad mood these few days,or the fact that ive just taken three pills when im allowed one so im feeling extremely giddy or because my head was still throbbing despite having taken so many pills,or because i just saw her today and it sorta took away wutever happiness i had left,or cos i just buay song that some ppl can be so freakin biased la hor.
i mean,if yer biased not that bad,but then,dont accuse other ppl of being biased when you yourself are so freakin biased.
im just being emotional again.
sigh.
when will this end.

had rehearsals yesterday..
we sucked.
why is it that nobody looked at mrs chua,she was obviously going faster!
in front of the school music teacher some more!
in the end i guess i could only hear myself speed up and so as it goes,when the whole bad is wrong and you're right,you're
wrong.but then she slowed down again,for us.
we are such a big disappointment.
i just hope that the alumnis come quick to save us.
i also hope the j ones will play with us once more.
save us,oh please do.



its raining,
heaven cries for me again i guess.
cos it realise that i have no more tears left already.
how do we end all this hurt???


its amazing how easy it is for your loved ones to hurt you when its taking all the efforts of your enemies to do the same.
would i rather you be my enemy?

well,my answer is no.
no doubt about it.

but seriously,id rather anything than the plight we are in now.
why is it that manda and others can guess something is amiss.

somebody end this for me,cos i dont know how to.


JAX ......out


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